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Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

Memphis-based photographer Haley Morris-Cafiero has long been aware of strangers making fun of her behind her back due to her size. So aware, in fact, that she has turned the whole concept into a full-blown photography project. Titled Wait Watchers, the series consists of Morris-Cafiero’s self-portraits in public in which strangers can be seen in the background giving her strange looks and/or laughing.

The project was born when Morris-Cafiero was working on a separate project titled Something to Weigh. For one of the photos in that project, she snapped a self-portrait while sitting on some steps in Times Square.

After processing the film, she noticed that there was a man behind her making a face at her while being photographed by a female friend:

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public waitwatcher

She noticed something similar in a photograph captured just five minutes later at a different location.

Morris-Cafiero then began setting up her camera in heavily trafficked public areas, composing the shots, setting a self-timer, and then stepping into the frame. The camera snaps a photo while she’s doing everyday things (e.g. chatting on her phone or grabbing a bite to eat), and her hope is that the image also captures an interesting expression from at least one passing stranger.

I now reverse the gaze and record their reactions to me while I perform mundane tasks in public spaces. I seek out spaces that are visually interesting and geographically diverse. I try to place myself in compositions that contain feminine icons or advertisements. Otherwise, I position myself and the camera in a pool of people…and wait [#]

The images capture the gazer in a microsecond moment where they, for unknowable reasons, have a look on their face that questions my presence. Whether they are questioning my position in front of the lens or questioning my body size, the gazer appears to be visually troubled that I am in front of them [#]

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

Woman Photographs Herself Receiving Strange Looks in Public

You can find more photos from this series over on Haley Morris-Cafiero’s personal website.


Image credits: Photographs by Haley Morris-Cafiero and used with permission


 
 
  • eldaveablo

    Totally agree. Part of the fun of art is that different people will interpret things in different ways. Take away what you want, her intention gets skewed as soon as she made herself a central part of the project.

  • rusag2

    So, people on this thread are getting a little in a tiff because an artist is being deliberately provacative in order to illuminate a particular facet of society? Shocking. Shocking I tell you.

  • NicoleLeeWhite

    At first I questioned whether this series was making a valid statement about people’s perception of *size*, because the model was wearing such odd, garish clothes. But then it occurred to me that if a thin woman were dressed identically, people would just assume she shopped at American Apparel.

  • http://www.facebook.com/Rawb888 Rob Spear

    even if they are looking at her because she is fat, maybe she should get the hint and get on a program to become her proper body weight. It takes work to get that large; this body clearly consumes more calories than it burns. I liek the shot if the Indians gaping at her morbid obesity. If this woman spent the energy trying to get her weight in balance instead of showing people grossed out by fat people maybe she would be happier. Seems as though she is tying to make other people feel bad for being grossed out by such excessive consumption.

  • matt patt

    I notice a lot of people commenting about her weight, but what about the fact that these are some of the most boring vacation snapshots I’ve ever looked at. She should find a different career.

  • alefeusch

    Agreed, this is BS. I could do the same experiment as a skinny white male and get the exact same results.

  • Caleb

    Slight changes in wording can make huge differences in how people treat each other, so for anyone to explicitly mention their characterization of other things is an opinion and/or dependent on their limited awareness makes me happy. :) I apologize if it appeared to you I was only trying to be rude. Cheers, and thank you, Igor.

  • theTsaritsa

    Yes, exactly. Whenever I see someone on the street with camera equipment I look at them to see what they’re doing, not because of any particular person’s physical appearance.

  • NCSUWife

    actually speaking as someone who has hypothyroidism, sometimes it is manageable and then sometimes it’s not. maybe you think that she was setting people up in a way, but I can tell you that sometimes I get the same looks from people when I am grocery shopping or shopping for clothes, I get those looks from people to because… I don’t know why I get those looks.maybe because I’m not a size 2, but that really doesn’t mean that I’m any different from any of you. I have a health condition and that is not a cop out. It’s a true fact.

  • http://www.facebook.com/alicia.upchurch.50 Alicia Upchurch

    I look at everyone this way when they aren’t falling in line with general movement of the city… I’m like UGH… I’m trying to go somewhere.. and here you are… messing up the flow. They could be a super model…wouldn’t matter.

    I do however think some of these photos (with the giggling etc) are people laughing at her being obese and looking really geeky on top of it… but what are we trying to say about this? It’s unhealthy to be obese, and it’s not awesome to dress poorly either… you CAN help being extremely overweight… I myself am a little overweight… and I have hypothyroidism… but I still dress great and put a lot of time and effort into maintaining my appearance…. not because looks are EVERYTHING, but they do count for something… and that’s okay.

    If anything this “project” is saying that looking good and being healthy makes you a happier more well-adjusted person who is better able to get along with others…

  • Ruben Elsinga

    I think it is interesting how overweight is seen as an invalidation in itself. I never see anyone question people taking pictures of beautiful women, people that mutilize themselves with tattoos or piercings, etc. Those pictures are seen as ‘art’, but people forget that art is about more than just beauty or people’s perception of that.

    In essence what makes something art and therefore a ‘valid photo project’ is because it tells a story that goes beyond the immediate through a particular depiction of the immediate. This photo project certainly does this as it depicts ‘shame’ in all its different guises, in different settings and under different conditions.

    It is the particular kind of shame that is associated with heavy weight in contemporary society, that is depicted here. The comments trying to unvalidate the project are reflections in word of the same kind of shame depicted in pictures.

    Apart from the expression of ‘shame on you’ that the bystanders seem to express at least to me as I go through the pictures (regardless of what the people in fact feel or think), the expressions of Haley Morris herself are even more important in evoking shame. Her whole self-image is one of heaviness, burdoned beyond her weight, by shame and pity, of the world around her. Both in her posture and in the mere concept of this serie of photo’s (photo’s together making a conceptual work of art) there is an expressed consciousness of the greater concept of shame. Through the project this awareness of ‘the self’ and of the world, both in direct and abstract terms, is shared with the audience.

    Indeed a highly successful project of contemporary conceptual art, very accessible to us all.

  • Nancy Hall

    Actually, the photo essay suggests that she’s OK with who she is and the way she looks. If she weren’t, she wouldn’t have photographed herself and then put the photos on display. I don’t think she’s fishing for diet tips. She’s fishing for responses from people who see her photos. Your response seems to blame her for the behavior of the people making fun of her, excusing them in the process.

  • Nancy Hall

    What does Newton have to do with it? There are no hard and fast rules on the way individuals metabolize food. Most recent research suggests that multiple factors come into play including genetics, disease, medication and the quality of the food itself.

  • Nancy Hall

    Your comment about diabetes and thyroid disease is absolutely untrue. I was fit and lean when I developed a goiter and then thyroid cancer. I know plenty of people of all sizes with diabetes.

  • Nancy Hall

    What would it prove if people made fun of you for being a skinny and, presumably, odd looking white male? It would probably reinforce the idea that people can be cruel toward those who don’t conform to society’s standards for beauty.

  • Nancy Hall

    She’s not insecure at all. She’s secure enough to take and display pictures of herself looking dumpy. She’s a college professor…do you really think this is the way she dresses when she’s lecturing or attending a gallery opening or working with students?

  • Nancy Hall

    So…what are you afraid of? Go ahead and prove her point.

  • Nancy Hall

    And yet here you are, giving these photos attention (which I think they deserve, by the way…I think they’re great).

  • Nancy Hall

    What all photographs have in common is that they capture tiny moments in time. That’s all these photographs do. Interpretation of their significance is up to the viewer….in this case, that would be her Internet audience.

    The photographer has said very little about what she sees in the photographs, other than to describe the process through which they evolved. She’s a professional photographer, and director of an art school graduate photography program, who discovered something in the process of working on a project…that people were giving her funny looks. She decided to focus on the funny looks and this is the result.

    The responses of the commenters here and elsewhere (I’m sure this is getting a lot of comment on HuffPo) are part of the process but they reflect the thoughts, feelings beliefs, prejudices, fears of the commenters and not those of the photographer…that’s what makes them so interesting.

    I think it’s the aim of most artists to generate discussion. We all like it when someone admires our work, but most artists want it to do more than just hang on a wall. Morris-Cafiero seems to have hit the jackpot with this series. It’s pushing all kinds of buttons and resonating on all kinds of levels. For that, I congratulate her. They’re provocative …that’s the highest level of praise you can give an artist, in my opinion.

  • mark

    maybe unsuccessful is a better way of putting it than ‘not valid’

  • arommendahl

    nice leica.

  • http://www.facebook.com/people/Marcia-Everett/1131481255 Marcia Everett

    I agree that people are insensitive. I also agree that these people are looking predominantly at her legs which are obviously unhealthy. At the same time I know some FINE Fat folks who dress to impress and they look GOOD! I Wish I looked as good.

  • https://twitter.com/#!/thelonelylights Adam Cross

    what makes you an expert on photo projects?

  • https://twitter.com/#!/thelonelylights Adam Cross

    there’s a huge amount of obesity here in Europe I swear most people must be blind if they can’t see it.

  • https://twitter.com/#!/thelonelylights Adam Cross

    It’s amazing how much discussion this has brought up. Just a shame that most people are slamming what she’s doing or just picking apart her appearance or her clothes. Barely anyone actually discussing the photographs themselves. oh well. PetaPixel is turning into TMZ! D:

  • Europunzel

    Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha, guess you’ve never been over here.

  • http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1482244743 Laurie Forsman

    I think she’d know what was valid or not; she’s the Director of Graduate Studio Arts Program at the Memphis College of Art.

  • Just concerned

    I don’t know if these pictures are people really looking at her for being large or not, but I know that it does happen in real life. I have two larger sisters and they have been pointed and laughed at in various countries (more obviously in China, since it’s less common). I understand people’s urge to judge, but I just wish that people could be a little more understanding and loving than judgmental and blaming. Both of my sisters have thyroid problems and one had cancer, and due to treatments and various medications became a lot thinner and sickly, then grew and gained a lot of weight very suddenly. I remember, initially, how the change affected her, and how people’s judgments and looks (unknowing, as obviously they thought it was her fault and she ate too much) hurt her. She was quiet about it, but the effect was obvious.

    All in all. Just be careful. Because, as the old saying goes, “you can’t judge a person until you’ve walked a mile in their shoes” – and you have no idea how tough that mile could be and how you would act if you were there.

    More problems can be solved and more people can be helped with kindness than judgment.

  • Caleb

    Yeah, “unsuccessful” might speak more to her intent, but “success” is subjective, too, so would also depend on one’s intended ends.

  • Able Disabled

    Please read the first 2 lines of this story. Thanks.

  • Caleb

    I had read those lines before I made my comment. They were not written by Haley Morris-Cafiero, but rather by Michael Zhang. Furthermore, they do not say anything about her conclusions as to why people have looked at her as they have in the photographs she presented.

  • Kurt B

    Not convinced of the message she’s trying to give us.

  • Crys

    Nancy I agree with you. If I were self conscious I wouldn’t be broadcasting my image, and I wouldn’t want to call attention to the fact that people give me dirty looks or make fun of me behind my back. I think this photo project is interesting because we all pass judgment on others whether we realize it or not, and maybe this is a small way for her to say Hey I know you’re staring at me – her photos allow her to pass judgment on the stares she gets. Overall the photos make me sad for her. Kind of like when you’re whispering about someone and you find out they’re right behind you.

  • Caleb

    What message is she trying to give us? Other than saying, “the gazer appears to be visually troubled that I am in front of them”, she hasn’t stated a message she’s trying to give us or a purpose she’s trying to accomplish or anything like that, so it appears to me you’re not convinced of a message you believe she is trying to give us.

  • Sydnee

    The majority of those looks are in response to her odd behavior and disheveled manor of dress.

  • Horst Wrabetz

    i AM over here.

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  • LyonessofAvalon

    Obesity is actually rising all over the world. It isn’t necessarily GMOs. It’s more of what Felicainokmiko talk about below-the amount of fat vs carbohydrates (sugars and fiber both) vs proteins. The amount of simple carbs (sugars) which are easily digestible, and lipids (which the body stores as adipose tissue) that the “American” diet contains is a far bigger issue than still GMOs, which don’t have enough research done yet to conclude anything.

  • Christine Dooley

    So she needs to lose weight because YOU’VE been conditioned to believe that certain body types are “right”?! Get OVER yourself! If you can tell me that you put your judgy-pants on every time you see a thin person with high blood pressure ordering a steak then maybe we’d have something to talk about but the fact that you see people with certain body types as needing to lose weight is YOUR problem not HERS!! Say thank you to the movies, ads, tv shows, music videos, articles, and about a bazillion other places where we are told what is acceptable – because you’ve successfully bought into everything they’ve sold you. You must be super proud of that. The reason you need fat people to be “wrong” is so that you can get up in the morning and feel superior to others. Self-righteousness is not an attractive quality. Instead of worrying about how many pounds others need to shed you should work on losing your arrogance and feeling of inherent superiority. What a sheep.

  • Katie

    I think SHE knows how she’s been historically treated in public. The camera and her posing may affect the way people react to her (i.e. they may not be looking at her IN THIS INSTANCE because of her weight), but unless you’re looking for photojournalism, the pictures are still very pointed and effective. Just because it’s not reality television doesn’t mean it’s not a “valid photo project.”

  • Chris

    Heisenberg uncertainty principle – the measuring changes the thing being measured, so we can’t know if the people would have acted the same if not photographed in this way – there may be less or more staring without the camera. Also it is hard to tell where peoples eyes are looking – are they looking at her or past her down the street at oncoming cars – and impossible to know what they are thinking – are they laughing at her or a joke the person next to them just told?

  • http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=740240067 Mike Levens

    It’s interesting how you seem to believe that psychology isn’t a thing; diets fail, but if they fail “because people get lazy”, then it doesn’t count because they dieter actually made a “CHOICE!”

    Tell me, how would you go about treating clinical depression? Would you just “helpfully” suggest that the patient should try being happy instead of sad? When this advice fails to pan out, would you just shrug and say “welp, there’s no problem to treat here, she’s choosing misery!”

  • http://www.facebook.com/igor.kennn Igor Ken

    ahhh. I dunno, I am haven’t been looking at them more than once to be honest. Well it’s your opinion and I am not going to try and force you to change it :) everyone’s entitled to their own :)

  • http://www.facebook.com/igor.kennn Igor Ken

    You didn’t appear rude at all Caleb :)
    I am sorry, the wording in my posts might not always be great, English isn’t my first/second/third language, so I guess it’s difficult for me to express my thoughts perfectly.

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  • http://www.facebook.com/badnewsbnw Thomas Tholén

    The problem isn’t that she’s “fat”, the proböem is what people think about that. And she IS trying to do something about that, namely create discussion through her art.

  • Dhiren Kothari

    He nothing wrong in being fat. It’s about how you take it and what effort s are you taking to get rid of this unwanted fat as this may invite few diseases like hypertension diabetes mellitus and ischaemic heart disease.Dear think about your future. I am worried. Love u take care

  • Ricardo Zavala

    i like the fact that the girl walking around in her pajamas can give someone a look like that….

  • agour

    It doesn’t make a difference what I think is or isn’t right. It’s what SHE thinks about HERSELF.

    The fact that she thinks all these people are jeering at her shows that she has a low-self opinion (because they’re quite obviously not jeering).

  • Empathy

    She needs a control group=photograph a normal weight girl in those same instances and see what the reactions of people are. Otherwise, there are too many confounding factors and there is no way to compare.